POD 1

So, post op day one.  I stayed late last night and she was still intubated.  She had some persistent chest tube drainage that was getting in the way of extubating her.  I just called and the chest tube drainage has dropped off.  Now she is on a CPAP (continuous positive airway pressure) trial and assuming that she does well with that (she will), they will extubate her in the next hour or so.  I'm going to grab some breakfast and head over there.

The Arcade in downtown Cleveland ca 1898. 
The original shopping mall. 
Now sadly, it's  pretty much empty

11:00 pm EST -  Very good day.  Kelly sat up for about 5 hours today.  She is very alert - not much different from her usual self - a little drowsy anesthetic overlay but not much.  Believe me, if you didn't know that she had just had extremely complicated, major heart surgery, you would never know.  Very little pain.  There are a few tubes that need to come out prior to leaving the ICU but that will all happen soon.  Then Step Down. This means a step down care level from ICU - it's good  - a few thought that this was demeaning but believe me, this is good.  A few days in step down and an outpatient follow up and we will be ready to go back home.  I don't anticipate further problems from here on and so do not know how much more I will post.  A story without drama and conflict is boring but right now, a boring story with lack of drama and conflict is just fine with me.

One thing Kelly asked me to add was a description of some of the surgery that I had gleaned from the surgeon.  Per Wierup is his name and he's from Sweden.   He is very soft spoken but extremely confident, "I am one of four surgeons in this country who can do this operation", "This needs to be done fast.  I am fast."  I know to some of you this won't make much sense due to the  jargon but this is part of what he explained to me about the operation.

The surgeon replaced 10cm length of her ascending aorta with a 2cm length dacron graft by pulling down on the ascending aorta from the innominate artery, sewing to the graft and then sewing back to the heart.  ("We can't prove that this is better but we think it is.")  He was worried that we would see subsequent CTs and only see 2cm instead of the 10cm he cut off - as if we were paying by the cm.  He did some more stuff including cutting muscle away from her interventricular septum.  But what blew me away is that he repositioned the mitral valve by moving two papillary muscles, little muscles about the size of your little fingertip, that work the mitral valve, along with their attendant chordae tendineae, strings that go from the papillary muscles to the cusps of the valve leaflets.   "I moved this one from here to here and this other one from here to here."  He explained it very clearly almost like a carpenter explaining how he moved a door from this part of a wall to this other part.

Sleep well.

Surgery Act Two

They just took her up to the OR.  First she will see anesthesia to have the necessary IV lines placed so I would guess that surgery will start around 12:15 - 12:30 EST.  We are supposed to get an update about half way through the surgery, maybe 3:00 - 4:00 and will post more at that time.  She has remained incredibly positive and we expect good results.

Kelly, her niece, Cindy and beau, Gabriel, who visited this past Sat.

   More later.

3:30 - We had an update from the nurse case manager.  Major portion of the surgery underway at 2:50.  It will be several more hours before our next update and will post again at that time.  We're hanging in here.  Thanks so much to Kathy and Pat for being here with me and all the rest of you who are with us in spirit.

5:00 - All good news.  The surgery is over.  No complications.  Surgeon is happy with the results.  No transfusion was needed.  We will be able to see her in 2 hours or so in the ICU.  The sun is even shining in Cleveland.

9:00 - We got to see Kelly in the ICU.  She's doing OK but she still has the breathing tube, 4 chest tubes and a bunch venous and arterial lines and is all strapped down.  She is not really strapped down but she has so many tubes she can't move around.  She opened her eyes a few times and I think she recognized me.  I told her specifically that her father told her he loved her.  Asked multiple times by me and her nurse, Theresa, if she was in pain, she shook her head no.  It's so rewarding to see all the positive comments and texts.  Kelly eats that stuff up and will love to read it when  she is able.

They hope to extubate her later tonight which will be the first step towards her full recovery.

Kathy, Pat and I will meet in the morning to visit some more with her.  It was so nerve wracking waiting today that we all need some sleep.  Terry, my bil, will be here sometime tomorrow afternoon which is the best.

I realized that today is the first time that I can think about the future.  Before today, everything good or bad ended 4/10/18.  Now, hopefully, we will work our way back to a better normality.

12:45 am - just got back from seeing her.  Still on the vent but I talked to RT (respiratory therapy)  They hope to extubate her by 6am.  I hope so too. 

Prepping For Surgery Part II

Monday, 9 April, and we are once again in the day before surgery. How are you all doing? Holding up ok? I don't need to ask if you are still with me as I am pretty sure the answer is yes. How am I doing? Not too bad. Sure, I wish it was over, but I have had a lovely couple of days and jeez o but I am just racking up experiences and learning a bunch of new stuff. Always a good day when learning happens don't you think? I understand a lot more about IgG, IgM, and that pesky IgA. Include on the learning list more immunology and those transfusion medicine folks that work somewhere in the hospital background with their (seemingly?) floating tolerance numbers. I really enjoyed discussions with the Immunologist. She is great. So lots of learning on my part AND I have been able to teach some as well. Students, nurses, cardiology residents all love listening to my heart. Probably they really like the singing that goes on in there so I shall think of it as the song my heart sings and that they like the piece quite a bit. Yup. I can live in whatever reality I wish to right now. Yes indeed!

Cleveland Clinic hospital staff has been just terrific. Everyone is so supportive and most positive. They really help keep me grounded in the best of ways. After I get out of the ICU (2-3 days) they offer all sorts of relaxation, stress reducing alternate medicines stuff. A partial list includes massage, reiki, reflexology, acupressure, aromatherapy, art and music therapy, guided imagery, and more. I say sign me up for all of it! It's not as if I will have a full schedule of stuff to do. And of course they really encourage you to get up and walk.

10th Floor Pavilion

There is a pavilion on the 10th floor with an outside deck. The view of Cleveland, Lake Erie, and surrounding area is terrific. We brought the binoculars so lots of peering around shall be going on up there. I can bring my book, computer, writing stuff up there and camp out the whole day if I want. Well, that part of the day when I am not doing massage and such. Wow! I am going to be busy! She says as she works to ignore the massive pain coming her way. But that is going to be ok. Our friend mb says that when chaos and crisis surround you take the long view, look at the desired end result. It's like avoiding being seasick on a boat. Look at the horizon and you don't get sick. I am looking at the horizon. And I am not throwing up.

Love to each one of you,
Kelly/Ann Cecelia

Surgery day

So, Kelly just went back to surgery prep.  I am here waiting with Kathy and Pat.  We will have a short time to see her after prep before she is taken to the OR.  The say that they will give us updates through the surgery.  Until then, waiting.  More later.

The flowers - Kelly and MB

10:30 they took Kelly to the OR.  Surgery should start soon.

Disappointing news.  Surgery was cancelled for today due to a low IGA level that can be associated with reactions to blood transfusions which  may be needed.  Anyway, she will be admitted to cardiology they will work on that over the weekend and if it can be resolved, surgery will be rescheduled for next Tuesday.  I will let you know when I know more.  She will be in J6-3 bed 2.

More later.

Kathy, Kelly and Pat

4:45

We spoke with the immunologist who is less concerned about the low IgA.  She thinks the surgery will be no problem she just needs washed red blood cells.  Imagine little tiny gnomes with scrub brushes and buckets of Spick and Span.  We're hoping to break her out tomorrow so she can have Sunday and Monday out of the hospital.  Then we'll start all over again on Tuesday.

 Kelly's hosp room is not bad - bad photo.  Big windows and fairly spacious.  Still, we're trying to get her out for a few days.

Thursday heart thoughts

My Dearest Friends and Family,

It is Thursday morning, cold snowy and I am loving it as I sit in my comfy chair next to the window. Burger King looks lovely. No, I do not yet have the good drugs but I am having coffee (strong!) and it is my first morning to sleep in or do whatever I want until my first appointment at 11:00. 11:00! Yay! I feel ready for whatever adventure is coming my way. And pretty happy, which is due in large part to all of you who are walking me through this with love. Your blog comments, emails, texts are in my heart and I take them wherever I go. They really help keep the scary bits away and help me focus on the positive. I will answer each of you individually but so far there has been little down time. You know I think of each of you most all the time and I do love that we share so much together. I also know, in my heart, that we will have grand times together for lots and lots of years. And far better adventures than than this Cleveland one that is for certain!

As Kevin has mentioned, Cleveland has welcomed us with a great display of versatile atmospheric excitement. Rain! Sixty mile an hour winds whipping up Lake Erie! Snow! Days are not boring that is for sure. I love that we can walk to all my tests, procedures, appointments. And I will be able to walk tomorrow morning to the the surgery. I am quite confident that all really will be well. So it will soon be time to start planing new improved adventures together. Let's start now!

Love to you all!

Kelly/Ann Cecelia 

Cardiac Cath

Kelly just finished her cardiac cath.  All is well.  No complications.  Arteries are clean.  They did her cath through an artery in her right wrist and so she can't use her right hand until tomorrow.  The cath team gave her an A+ as a patient even through she broke the rules and had coffee and yoghurt this morning before the procedure. 
No more procedures prior to Friday's surgery.  Meet with surgeon and anesthesiologist tomorrow.  No more news until then.

 

We went to the shore of Lake Erie today.  Temp in the low 30's and wind up to 60 mph.  It's hard to tell in this picture but big waves were crashing on the shore.

Flowers from Boisy.

Rainy Tuesday in Cleveland

We are here in Cleveland.  Skies were clear when we landed but have been leaden ever since.  Rained all day today.  Kelly had tests all day today - crazy schedule - 8-5.





View from the clinic.

View from our hotel room

 All is well so far.  There is something about waiting around all day in a hospital that is exhausting even though you aren't doing anything.  I read most of the time but most of my fellow waiters just sat there.

I did get tired of reading and tired of TVs on.  We made it through though.

Kathy and Pat, Kelly's sister and bil, came in today and we had dinner at the Holiday Inn Cleveland Clinic. I wouldn't recommend it but Kelly hadn't eaten all day an so found it OK. The clinic itself is pretty classy but the neighborhood is a little dodgy - not the kind of area you would want to walk around at night.  Burger King is the best restaurant nearby... UGH.  We walked to the CVS last night and were approached by a guy who asked if I was looking for something - I can't hear well and so I don't know what it was.  Kelly told him, 'No'.  Who knows!

View of Burger King

Kelly has cardiac catheterization tomorrow at 6:00 am - Ouch!  Here are the dogs channeling Kelly during all of her poking and prodding.

Not much to report today other than all her pre-op tests are fine.  Will know a little more Thursday and Friday.  

Sleep well.